Happy New Year Final Thoughts

Happy 2013 to you!!

So here we are in the final hours, at least on the west coast for 2012. So, Let we first start off by wishing you and yours and Happy and prosperous New Year.

So now I thought this would be a great time to talk more about me and my journey. I thought 2012 was a pretty interesting year. I had a lot of good times, but I had some very hard times too. I made a lot of changes but the most important change I made in 2012 was to be ME. Stop trying to hid the nature of who I am. Stop making myself miserable because of what others thought of me.

Some say I have great potential, and you know what. they are right. But it's not because I don't curse, or I do what they me want me to do. It's because God gave me talent to write, sing, even give a fuck speech to move people to action or regret. I could say it is genetic but I don't really think so. It was just who I was created and destined to be. It's a fucking gift from God! deal with it.

Other say I am a waste of a good egg, why because again I will not submit to their will. So what do I say to them, you got it FUCK you! I am who i am and I learned with all my mistakes, all my failures, successes, great ideas and bad ideas. I truly love me. It took me a while to get here too. Actually it took me way too long. Giving my power to others just made me miserable in the end.

I tell people all the time, I tried to be what everybody wanted me to be and I failed miserably. Many of those people that tried to "mold" me into something special are not even in my life today.

So 2012, is just about over, and what do I have to show for it. A heart that is mending, and life that is just starting and a smile that says I have not given hope. My hope is not in riches, love or even fame. My hope is in me. I have to potentially to set goals, live a life of purpose and become who I am destined to become.

Oh you want to know about sex, well, I must say in 2012 outside of masturbate and wet dreams, yes guys, girls have them too. It's been pretty non-existent. but that's going to change; because this bitch is in heat  LOL.

So now that 2013 is asking me to open up and let HIM in, I going to spread this legs wide and let him fuck me hard. no not fuck in the bad since. But I talking about that orgasms that makes you keep his lazy ass around because he ain't good for nothing but damn, he can fuck you six ways sideways. Yeah that kind of Fuck. 2013 and I are going go hard and make shit happen.

What about you. Happy Fucking NEW Year  make it count. Remember you only have one life and it will pass and be gone. Let it count for something.

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Celebrate Life Happy New Year!

Why The Blog

Who I am is not really important as what I have to say. I think we all want to be free to say whatever the fuck we want and not have to give an account to anyone. Why, because we could really give a shit what others think anyway. But in the world that we live in we cant do that. Sometimes we just want to yell at people and say you stupid idiot...just tell me you don't really love me, or you were going to break my heart or even the company was doing bad and last month when I brought that house, you could have hinted that in three month I would no longer be employed. There just so much fucked up shit in the world.

Now don't get me wrong this blog is not to complain... I more to talk about things I will not tell anyone in my life. I will make confessions here and will expose my heart but I will not hold back. My guess is not many will find this blog. So it's safe. But I will talk about real shit here.

For example, my broken hearts and what I really wanted to say, when that jerk cut me off the road what I should have done etc... but mostly I will talk about love, sex and the ultimate.., YAY baby orgasms. I have to have a place to release wouldn't you say.

So if you know me, hello, if you don't know me hello. I hope you will comment and share with me as I share feeling with you.

Now I don't know how often I will update but you will not miss the good stuff. In the beginning I have a lot to say so I will update often but as I pour out my heart I sure they will slow down but have no fear. My life is full of twist and turns. :)

So that is the overview of this blog. Hope you will enjoy as much as I will enjoy writing it.